Paradox to Save the Day

Sometimes you come head-0n collision into someone who is able to, despite your best defense, to doubt your own self worth. In "Disordered loves : healing the seven deadly sins" by William S. Stafford, sloth is given (translated) as Accidie and Pride. Accide being a spiritual depression: a hopelessness, a failure of belief in self and God. Nice timing. I am doubting daily, then realizing that doubt is sin, and as W. Stafford said, sin is a (futile) refusal to let God be God. Still becoming. Salty desert days.